HEARTbeat01

Ok so the date came and went….. Although I spend the full evening with her itself…. It was different…. I met her as her best friend :)…. Yes I felt incomplete for not waiting for her there… But I was in a confused state…. She was there…. But not there….

Will explain laterz :)

Tomorrow I wait again for her …. 20:20 at MCC …. Same table where I once shared my feelings to her… And I will wait with the same smile and same love I’ve had for her

No love lost :)

Only increased…day by day

I probably can count on one hand how many friends i have…. but slowly somehow they are slipping away…. one by one…. yes it hurts :’) but then this is life… something missing in me that people never remain in my life for a long time… 

as they say a heart is not know for how much it loves, but how much its loved ….

probably someday you will look at the small bright side i have .and love me for what i am …

i just hope i dont give up on life by then…. cause i’ll never give up on u…

i rather live my life alone than without u in it…

<3

Today I went online on MIRC chat…. And discussed about myy life with a total stranger…. Just wanted their perspective on what I am doing….

Chatted with 2 unknown people who I will never cross paths with…. One of them thought I should move on…. But when I told him everything…. He not only told me to hold on… But said ” if u believe she is meant for u- then keep at it”

The other person told me ” be patient- “

Its not that I want to move on… I don’t… I just want to see her happy for the rest of my life… And the only way I can be sure she remains happy is by being with her for the rest of her life…as her soulmate

I wanna be there when she is in tears so I can wipe them offf….

I wanna be there when we grow old together and have wrinkles on our face

I wanna love her till I die …and then I’ll beg to God so I can be her guardian angel :)

I know we are meant to be… And one day u’ll see through my flaws

That this guy really loves me

Take a chance my love… And fly with me